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♥ Friday, April 24 ♥
1001 emotions i'm dealing with right now. Had an emotional talk with bestie on the way home. The only person i can turn to right now, everyone's having exams, and i dont wanna be a burden to anyone.

i have a problem trying to find myself . Not with all the bottled up emotions.
One thing leads to another, one problem leads to another.

I am very very troubled. And honestly, i feel like going for councelling. But i know it wldnt be of any help. It's hard to solve the problems i have on hand.
More bad news for my dad.

There's so much i can take and so much i can handle.
Sometimes, i know its too much for my little brain to absorb and think for solutions.

I am fortunate, yet unfortunate.
I'm the only child, yet not everyone faces what i'm facing.
No siblings to share my burden.
This burden i'm carrying, its really really very heavy.

i feel like a lost girl. No one can give me advise because no one can understand how i feel because they've not been in my position. Or maybe they can relate to the particular unfortunate event that happened in my life. But i have never met anyone who has gone or is going through what i am going through right now, everything being thrown at your face.
i think i'm on the edge of breaking down real bad.

sometimes i feel so alone even though i have friends around me.
and i find myself not really myself lately, i have been spacing out every other minute. feels like i'm always in a daze, and i dont smile as much anymore.
i feel very sad.

Been praying every other minute of the day. I need to find my feet. I need to be strong.


I want a life that most single children have. The life that people always sterotype how a single child's life should be.

Every night i go to sleep, thinking that tomorrow's a brand new day and things will be better.
But it isnt. I dont know if i am deceiving myself.

I'm trying, still trying..




left her thoughts ♥ 12:25:00 AM